The wife who ran away

So today is one of those days that I wish I could get in my car and just leave. I won't go into details but the start of today was one of the lowest points of my life. I just couldn't take any of it anymore and I just wanted to be as far away from here as is humanly possible. I feel my world just sinking and there doesn't seem to be much I can do about it. I have a child now and that makes running away from your problems so much more difficult.

I recently read a book called The wife who ran away. Yes the title is awful but it certainly describes the book. It gets a bit chick lit sometimes and I didn't totally agree with the ending but its still a good book. The point is that we all feel like running sometimes and for a few moments of reading this book you can escape to the world of someone that did take that huge step.

 

I personally couldn't leave my son but I do see how sometimes that might seem the only option in order to find the person you where before you got lost in life.

I realised today that its time I stopped giving to people who don't really care and I should start spending money and time on me and the things I want. I am going to be a bit selfish.