Grrr

So the main point of this blog post is to ask about spam filters. I am getting about 40 spam comments a day and they are all from the same site. Its driving me a bit nuts. No its just really pissing me off.

This week has been crazy with work. After a dry spell of nothing for a few months I now have 175 data loggers to work through and a couple of small(sadly not paid) writing projects. It never rains but it pours. So I am crazy busy and at the busiest time of the year.

In a few minutes I am off to drinks and dinner with one of my best friends Rebecca. I am sure we will have a lovely time and talk a lot of Sh*t as you must do when two friends get together. Tomorrow I am taking Philip to Durban for a fun night away for his birthday. We are going to see Breaking Dawn then hit a restaurant at Gateway for drinks and fun. I will post pics next week. One thing is for sure it will be great fun and my diet will be thrown out the window yet again.

The insane amount of  swimming and running I am doing at the moment have resulted in lots of cm loss so for the moment thats all I am interested in. I am watching myself carefully though as I can feel myself falling into my old habits. I want to be skinny again but I never want to look  like a pic I saw of myself in high school again. Very scary with bones sticking out. I am trying to eat healthily but diet is a bad word to someone like me as before you know it I will virtually stop eating again. Trying to control it but I can feel myself slipping every now and then.  Problem is that the lady running the challenge keeps going on about how we must eat to lose weight but I have this little voice in my head going BS I used to not eat and I weighed very little. Eating makes me fat. Hopefully I will find a balance and shut that voice up for good. Its not easy but I will try.